Sensations that aren’t quite right,
Emotions corrupted, experiencing blight,
I do not belong here.
Who’s to say that this is to last?
Transitions often become the past.
To what standard do I adhere?
A constant state of feeling abnormal,
Who I am, or only liminal,
This I want to overcome.
I am seeking answers, none to find.
Continuous doubt I have in mind.
I adapt and grow wearisome.
Migraineur's Lament by prettywordsalone, literature
Literature
Migraineur's Lament
Pounding, pulsation,
Pounding, pulsation,
An intense pressure, an unrelenting fixation,
Fixation on disappointment and agony, a miserable sensation.
Storms pass though the fog dwells.
My inability to focus and maintain only swells.
I want to accomplish and want to succeed,
Yet my motivation and abilities continually secede.
It’s an uphill battle, my legs turning numb,
Faced with a narrowing chance to overcome.
By obstacles I am surrounded, they continue to rise.
Others cannot understand, they fail to empathize.
Both failure and pain contribute to this pressure.
Will I ever be freed from this possessor?
The world has been engulfed by hypocrites,
By ego-centric deceivers who wish to swallow their audience.
The audience is mostly consumed by guilt,
Guilt falsely planted, unjustly felt.
What is to be gained by the lies that are spewed
From their hideous mouths?
How one wishes to obtain the knowledge of why
The vulture screams for the kill,
But the audience will deny the blatant truth
That stares them in the eye.
These hypocrites, these vultures will warn you
Of deceivers and falsehood.
Audience, open your mind! Do not follow the crowd!
An unworthy audience craves and desires guilt
And shame, but He of a higher plane desires you
To experience
Watch your mouth,
Watch your step
There's one important factor you always forget
I came to conquer and I came to seize
You keep runnin' your mouth,
Forgetting I didn't come to please
You act like you're the most important thing
When you're not even worth--being a priority
So if I were you I'd move aside
Before reality desolates your pride
I guess that's what happens when bitches forget
All of the time and energy you emit
And all the ungrateful little shits
Decide to remind you of it
Watch your mouth,
Watch your step
There's one important factor you always forget
I came to conquer and I came to seize
You keep runnin' your mouth,
Forgettin
Life has a funny way of failing into place
Whether it crashes or transcends from grace
Cracks become sealed
Mended every last shard
Though I cannot promise that it won't leave scars
Confusion never ceases
Mysteries break off into smaller pieces
We accept what we cannot know
In the darkness of acceptance we continue to grow
Stitches and glue,
Purple and blue
Oh, the beautiful lie of red
Beating, carrying on
War has made it strong
An unmarred heart is as good as dead
Life has a thing for violence and hail
Lightning and hurricanes; efforts to make us frail
Headaches become knowledge
Knowledge becomes strength
Yet we still que
Lie after lie is all that you've said,
Your apologetic ways are all in your head.
Lie after lie is all that you've told,
I no longer feel pity,
To you my heart is cold.
Jealousy is such a tragic thing,
Bonds torn in two;
The tragedy that it brings.
What we once had now sits in the dust,
After all of those years,
You I can no longer trust.
Your refusal to listen,
It makes my pain glisten,
In my eyes that were once filled with tears.
You have shut down your mind,
The controlling thoughts have made you blind.
My guilt no longer lingers here.
It amazes me how you think I am to blame.
Persuading others to believe you,
Only fuel
Our Unavoidable Fate by prettywordsalone, literature
Literature
Our Unavoidable Fate
These are the days that we wished would never come.
This is the day where it has only begun.
Here are the days where love turns to hate.
Now that it's over,
You have caused this unavoidable fate.
A tragic friendship that you ruined by lust,
We had something great,
Now you I can no longer trust.
When will you realize that you are to blame?
Accept my choice,
Because it will never change.
You flirt and you tease,
Realize that me you'll never please.
You push me away,
Then you beg me to stay!
Just make up your mind,
Your lust has made you blind.
Oh, I've already made up mine.
This is the worst you bring out in me.
This is the s
I am attached to your strings.
My mind has been numbed,
Unable to control a single thing.
When will everything be in my grasp?
Nothing to fade,
Relationships to last.
Not another soul to lose in this life,
I plead, please don't prove them right.
Another life I cannot save,
I'm not enough for you.
All that I can do is beg.
Twisting and pulling my every limb,
The face of my pain gives you a sadistic grin.
Am I your puppet?!
Do you enjoy pulling my strings?!
Persuaded that its my fault,
No more encouragement left to sing.
When will you listen to my worried voice?
Words that are stuttered,
Tears rolling down my face.
Not anoth
The Epitome of Pity by prettywordsalone, literature
Literature
The Epitome of Pity
Just like the rest you are no different.
You faked it for your pleasure,
Now ignoring our torment.
I should of known this would happen,
My hopes were too high.
There's no other way to put this,
What I sing is my "good-bye".
Tell me the truth!
Is this what you intended?!
Throwing us to the side,
Knowing that is was all pretended.
Crushing our hopes,
Crushing our dreams!
Now impossible to trust.
Not everything is at is seems.
You can't find one word to even respond with.
You can fool me no longer,
Your words were just myths.
I should of never believed your lies.
Our dreams were too big.
You let us fall on our faces,
Believi
My Silence Will be Your Death by prettywordsalone, literature
Literature
My Silence Will be Your Death
Thrown down onto the pavement,
Only left with painful memories wishing to forget.
Beat me senseless,
Kill the cells.
Erase the past,
I'll recover from how I fell.
Mistake number one was how I trusted you.
Putting up with the hate that you put me through.
Shoved against the wall,
Lied to and beaten.
Revenge is what I'll get,
Realize that I am not yet defeated.
Revenge is what I'll get,
Your blood will be on my hands.
You'll be the one with regret,
No longer will I follow your plans.
Thrown down onto the pavement,
Only left with painful memories wishing to forget.
Beat me senseless,
Kill the cells.
Erase the past,
I'll reco